"i woke up stronger than ever".

hey guys whats up ?..This is my Second blog, in the past twenty four hours so much has happened that i want to write about it and tell the world, or whoever reading this really ,:P.

So in my first blog i wrote about my favorite band M83 their amazing onstage performance and Jordan lawlor their bassist ,less than 24 hours later i am over the moon to say i got in touch with the man himself and he read my blog and made this day truly amazing. :D
"You aren't being a pain at all! What you wrote absolutely made my day."-jordan lawlor .




 Hope your having fun in England Mr Jordan Lawlor !:D ..The song Steve Mc Queen without doubt 


highlights today for me!, :D The line itself "tears of joy all over my face" spurs me back to the 


moment they stepper on stage ......Magical moments ill never forget.

so to jordan lawlor id like to say thank you for taking time to read my blog , you lead a busy life on tour and the fact you took time out to read this girls blog is something i truly appreciate and will never forget . :D...one day i will make you a cup of tea! one day !:D

 I woke up today thinking it was just gonna be another normal day , little did i realize someone else was going to make it a day i wouldn't forget ,times for this girl lately have gone from amazing to rock bottom , but if they didn't reach that low id never be able to appreciate the good in my life !!.

so to anyone out there who right now feels like their worlds crumbling, falling apart or in tatters hold strong , I am only 19 but these eyes have seen a lot and like everyone ive been throughout a lot....

so this blog is firstly to thank jordan lawlor hes given me something to keep me smiling through the tough times ,secondly this blog goes out to anyone out there right now who feels like things dont get better ,they do just stay strong .i understand if you or whoever is reading this says that girl knows nothing once their done ..but to the people out there that this may help ,i promise you it gets better!.

when your at your worst nothing seems worth it ,time keeps passing you by and with each second you hope and pray it gets better ,time to get up and be strong only you can make it better ...

When im at my worst i use my best moments to keep me going , the greatest moment in my life was the birth of my niece.. i really was at my worst life seemed pointless..but since she came into my life nothing can phase me. Right now i've screwed up big time , but thinking of the day she was born gives me hope and keeps me going .Think back to a time in your life when everything was perfect a memory  that no matter what only hold joy ,if you have a photo or something that helps you think of that memory hang it above you bed every morning you'll wake up smiling ...

If things are falling apart right now take ten minutes to yourself away from everyone you might be on a busy bus, a plane or in a crowd but block them out take ten minutes for you to recharge to be able to keep rocking on . Whether its doing what i do grabbing a cup of coffee rolling a cigaret and just closing my eyes to the world ..those ten minutes for you can make such a difference.

Write a journal or a list of things you want to do in life ...and no matter what never stop trying to reach those goals .Last night i started my list and in 24 hours i've succeeded at one of my goals which was getting a reply from jordan lawlor . Reaching these goals is a feeling you can never measure ...its amazing .this week has been a mess for me but now i know that i can succeed at these goals im going to keep writing them and aiming for them ,dont let others stop you !.People can  laugh at me and say my goals are pathetic but thats because their lazy too afraid to take a chance . One day i will succeed at my goal of having a cup of tea with M83 ,it may sound funny but one day im going to succeed at my goals...

i dont want to make this blog too long but tomorow ill write to you again ,whoever is out there reading this ill help you stay strong and if i can ill make you smile, ill try my best to ...

so for now i hope this blog helps somehow i hope it gives you things to keep you strong and i sincerely hope that things get better for you .....keep your head up ,your heart strong and happy because its all down to you its your head your heart your life ! no matter what live it and love it !!.:) 

Once again thank you for helping me succeed at one of my goal Jordan lawlor.

Peace out guys :D , 

Tara <3